The last several days have been tough for me, the crude reality presents itself unexpectedly. The beautiful world (that’s how I look at it) somehow looks a bit gloomy lately, reminding me of the day when I lost my loved one.
We all have a past, I accepted the past as the past, but I can’t help to feel some resentment and sadness in the story that was told to me. Being a positive, hopeful person, I built my life with strong fundamentals in good value, virtue, and fear of God. In my youth, I avoided all that is unpleasant and had a sad ending. Not necessarily growing up was without any issues for me, we all carry our cross and burden in this life. But to hear the story from someone close to me distraught me. It triggers me to ask many questions to myself.
I am amazed at the extent of human strength to bear the pain, excruciating pain, and loneliness. The sad part is to be born with the freedom and somehow ended up being bondage by an invisible chain that we put into ourselves in search of something; money, love, stability, hope, happiness, and many more. Nothing is more terrifying for me than being lost. Lost of oneself amid the busy life that we lead. As I tried to uncoil my messy thought, to understand without success. I fell on my knee and said my prayer. With a grateful heart, I asked for protection and wisdom in this situation. The only lingering words are hope, faith, and love.
The sun shines today, and the breeze touches my face as I run this morning at the park. Bring hope on a better day and healing. It puts a smile on me, I know you are there, I feel you.
Let’s be kind to ourselves and others today.
With warm hugs,
Bombon
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